Happy~Happy

2moro is 1 of october....I'm so happy ....U know why ???

Because i going home 2moro....sooooo happy ......Actually i'm super happy...... ^^

After three month at here ...finally going home ,but plus by the time (march28 til june 10) almost a half year i been helping my cousin to take care his kid...... wah....that is a very respossible jod....^^ hiu~~~

But,is quite fun being here too...coz can see alot of new thing that kuching did't have....is a experian to me....like going to royal show...go farm house....strawberry field....n what i love the most is the beach over here...the water is so clear n blue....Loving it so so so much...n by the way....i'm a girl who like water very much...espeacially beach.....wu wu wu....^^

Well....even i love it here so much....but,still i love my hometown "kuching " too....

Coz all my beloved friend n beloved family all live at kuching....so i think the place i love the most still is kuching .....haha....go other place for travel is ok la....but live there ...i still gonna think 1st.....^^ .... Coz is feel hurt to leave my family n friend.... Coz i love them all so so much.....muazzkk~~ ^3^~~ and that why i can't live without them~~

Royal show

Today is 27sep 2009 sunny day
My bro are going to bring his kid's and me go to the royal show...coz i never go to the royal show befor...seen i come many time...(actually the royal show only open a week each year),so i always miss it lo...haiz....
But,luckly this year i got the chance to go ...yeah~~so happy ....^^
We going out around 10a.m and we going to the royal show by train ,so my bro dirve us go to the train station n park the car...take all the thing down ..n off we go to the royal show....haha...but 1st....gonna buy a ticket la....if no the ticket ...how we go in the train ar...... swt ^^"
When we reach there is around 11p.m
When we just came out from the train station ,we already stand in front the royal show....so near ...using the train is easy...and fast....haha...
Today have many many ppl.....just can't count it...is too many ...(today i'm saw the newspaper,there is writing=12,000 at the royal show....can u believe it ! wah....that is a large number.....)
There have so many many thing to see n buy...like showbag...(is a bag that have a few thing inside) it really worth it...only 20 aussin dolar...is quite cheap....hehe.....my bro got buy many of the showbag...n camel,pony ride....cat,goat,sheep,all kind of bird...ginny pig...chicken,goosh ,duck...many many la...n have many motorcycle...the sport one...is really nice...n face painting, fake tattoo...but look like real...^^ n all kind of dilicious food...yummy yummy....but ,i can't eat...cozi 'm a vegetarian....but to my other cousin...them should enjoy it...hehe
there is so many intresting thing....just i'm alone....all my other cousin are not here with me ...so i just play 2 thing at there...is fun...but really boring ....coz i'm play alone....haiz....T^T
we at there til 8 something p.m ,just get the train n go homw..when i reach home ...already is 9 .30p.m.... is really tired though.....but, now i know the royal show have many thing to play...so let's plan to invited all the cousin come next year..having fun together is more happy....^^

Loving someone

爱一个人，不是说你付出就一定有结果！
爱得太深，往往受伤害得都会是自己！
我从这场爱情中，受了伤！关闭自己！也关闭了内心的一切！也把我的感情封闭了！
因为在这场的幸福，被爱！ 天天开开心心的在一起！都好像在做梦般！
当~被伤害后，我好像才从梦中醒来！才发现，才知道爱原来那么的残酷！
就在被伤害后才发现那感觉也好痛好痛！而对自己曾经爱过他的那段日子好甜却好~痛苦 ！
两年了，那种感觉还是忘不了！真得好苦！
就算是短短的一年感情！ 但对我来说是最长的一年！
就我放入了太多感情！爱得太深了！到最后我受了伤！
现在，我已经改变不了事实！该发生的都发生了！已经不能挽回！
唯一的就是，接受这个事实！
我只想走出那种感觉！ 我相信我应该可以吧！
就但我身边有了一个伴侣（新伴侣），那应该就是我走出那种感觉的时候吧！
如果，可以走在一起很久很久！ 那才是我走出我的心房的时候吧！

~很抱歉~

今天早上，我起床时，是六点多这样吧！
而且，我这个人啊！没有七点半！是不起床的！
因为我睡不够，脾气特别不好！（我应该说，我不喜欢被吵醒吧！ 而且我起床气，一路来都不是很好！）就像今天啊！
起了床，就去洗澡！
洗澡后，我把我的衣服拿去洗！ 把我的毛巾拿去晾！
过后就走出客厅，姑姑就叫住我！ （因为她要煮粥，小孩吃的！）
是叫我喂alanna吃bubble rice 配她牛奶 ！ （因为她有一个不好习惯，就是不把奶喝完！真是头痛~~）
所以我就喂咯！可是跑上又跑下的！一下躺着，一下跑到沙发上跳那跳这！啊~~~~
喂到我~~~~~~~~~~~~~~！不要讲了！（我只要是在美梦中，被吵醒的话，脾气就不会很好！也不会给好脸色的，要我哄她。。门都没有。。。就像今天喂alanna 这样）

我很抱歉啊！！！
嗨！！！！！！！！！！！
真不知道我这脾气像谁啊？？？（像大舅像到完！ 大舅我可没有要学你哦！ 我也没办法！
）
不过，如果我睡到时间，我自己起床的话！脾气就没有这么坏！ 我就跟小孩特别好！ 哄她，配她，给她洗澡，给她吃粥，给她睡觉！ 奇怪？？？ 为什么会这样哦？？？
真希望可以改掉！这个不好的习惯！！！但还是需要时间！！！
也可能是在那之后的渐渐几年间，我改变太多了！糟糕啊！！！

我只好尽我所能去改我的这个坏习惯吧！！　

替我加油吧！！！　︿︿ 　也祝我成功啊！！！

I'm not so sure!

Actually i be thinking about sum question vry long time ago!!
Do i really noe what i want...
want ~ (I not really sure, but, i just wish to learn hair dressing n after got extra then go study photography)
love ~ (Actually i not sure who i love n like, coz now i don't know what is love o like any more ,i totally freking out)
family ~ (I totally no idea how to help my family , coz i also a bit fiance promble too ,but ,when i earn money i sure let them to relax n enjoy they life! i' promise)
friend ~(sometime when my friend need to help , i can't help any thing ,just sit down and lister what happen to him/her ,i'm totally useless! shit!)
my best ~(even though i done my best , in some ppl eye ,i'm never done my best~ chsss~~~)
happy ~ (some time i not really happy , i just acting that i'm happy , coz i always got a big big smile on my face, i just don't want any one to worry about me, especially my family)
i 'm annoying ~(why why why? Do them really that hate me , is yes! just say so , don't hurt me like this , i feel so pain then they say it strightly to me T^T)
I'm not bad ~(I not a bad gal ,i'm nt a good gal erither,coz i need to protect myself, i can't let any ppl to hurt me any more~)
child~ (in they eye i always a kid ,never grow , them always worry about me this n that, but them never say any thing , them just look at me quitely ,coz i need to grown uo ,them know it , always ! but , don't woli ~ i always love them always be)
careless ~ (I'm not careless , i just acting i don't care ,but i really do care about them !)
whatever , i just wish next year is a wonderfull year n every thing is going to be great to me ~^^

這個世界

在這個世界上有四種東西，我們怎么樣也無法改變！
就算要改，用自己的一生也不可能改變的了！
那就是我們人，一生人只會發生一次的事情！
而且，每個人都只有一次，不可能會多過一次！（不過還是有一個例外）
那就是= 生～老～病～死
當我們還沒有來到這個世界上時，這些事情是已經被決定的了！
所以，這是不可能改變，任誰也不可能改變得了的==事實！
這個，我希望我沒有說錯吧！
命運就是這么的殘酷！
說來就來，說走就走！
永遠不知道會是發生在何時何月何日？
有時這些事情就是這樣發生的，很突然！！！！
我們不可能會知道！不可能會知道明天所發生的一切！
但是，我們也別無選擇，也只能接受而已！ 這是對誰都最好的選擇！
千萬別讓自己也跨了！ 這種人是最傻的！
他或她時間停了！是他們休息的時間到了！
但，我們的時間卻還在轉動！只要時間還在轉動的一天,我們都應該更努力去完成自己的夢想！直到自己時間停止的那一天！這樣的人生才活的有意義！活的有意義才不會浪費自己在這個世界上短短的幾十年！不要把自己的生命浪費了！
要活的開心，就算還是有傷心，但是......如果就只有開心的活，那生活根本沒有色彩！ 人，本身就有=喜～怒～哀～樂！ 就是有它們，生活更加精彩了！那才是人生！
到最后還有一句話。。。
雖然，我們掌握=生～老～病～死！
但是，我們還可以掌握一種東西。
那就是機會，機會不會在自己的生命中出現很多次，所以好好保握機會，別讓機會跟你插身而過！有時機會就掌握在自己手中，而且機會就只有一次，別連自己的手中的機會也丟了！ 好好珍惜哦！

问：怎麼會對我這麼好？答：我怎麼舍得讓你輸。

兩個人每天面對面上班。她有時候會看著他走神兒。他有張好看而略微頹廢的臉，看得多了，他會注意到她，便總是衝著她笑。她低下頭，臉突然就紅了。很快，週圍的同事也窺測出她的心事來，頻繁開起他倆兩個人每天面對面上班。她有時候會看著他走神兒。他有張好看而略微頹廢的臉，看得多了，他會注意到她，便總是衝著她笑。她低下頭，臉突然就紅了。很快，週圍的同事也窺測出她的心事來，頻繁開起他倆的玩笑。一來二去，他和她竟真成了戀人。他們都到了結婚的年齡。那天一起吃飯的時候，她猶豫著，提到了婚事。當時他愣了一下，沒有作答，半天才囁嚅著說，只怕……只怕以後，你跟著我會吃苦。不怕的。她小聲說。 他不再說話，輕輕嘆了口氣，在她看來，他算是答應了。回到家，她把兩人的事告訴父母，遭到強烈反對。父親和他們是一個單位的，對他的印象不好，一直就反對他們交往。理由是，他是不上進的男人，懶散，沒事業心，還跟外面社會上一些不務正業的年輕人來往，女人跟了他以後，以後絕對沒有好日子過。尤其現在，工廠效益每況愈下，有能力的人都自己出去單幹，而他還在流水線上混著，一個月只有幾百塊錢。這樣的男人，沒前途的。不僅父母，當初開他們玩笑的同事中，和她關系走的近的，也反對她嫁他，理由和父母一樣，說這樣的男人喜歡可以，絕對不能當丈夫。她卻鐵了心一般，不管誰勸，就是一句話：我就要跟他。父母失望至極，母親衝她嚷：你這是拿自己的幸福做賭注！她抬起頭，斬釘截鐵：就算是賭博，就算會輸，我也認了。所有人的阻止都無濟于事，24歲，她嫁他為妻。租了套小房子，從家裡搬了出去。這也似乎更證明了大家的猜測，他是她本命年的劫。可事實卻出乎所有人的意料，結婚後的他像換了個人似的，分外刻苦努力起來。他先是離開半死不活的廠子，斷了外面那幫亂七八糟的朋友，去一家私企跑起業務。開始時沒底薪，他又是外行，不知道走了多少彎路，費了多少心思，總算艱難的在那家公司站住了腳。那一年，她看著他變得又黑又瘦，大夏天頂著太陽走在快被曬化的柏油馬路上，汗都顧不上擦。晚上幾乎沒有在10點之前回來過，一回家，倒在床上，衣服不脫就睡著了。一年後，他的工作走上正軌，業務提成漸漸多了起來，而她卻下崗了。索性，他不讓她再出去工作了，安心呆在家裡，等著做母親。孩子出生的時候，他做了業務經理，手裡有大把的客戶，還在業餘時間重新學了英語和日語。公司給他配了車，他們按揭買了新房，每個人都看見了他的大好前途。這時的她，因為生孩子胖了許多，又總不出門，穿衣服隨意起來，和他站在一起，竟有種不相配的感覺。此時，當初替他擔憂過的人又開始有了新的擔憂，擔心長著一對桃花眼的男人，會在這個時候離她而去。這個年頭這樣的事，簡直就是數不勝數。但這次，大家又看錯了他，在他人生和事業不斷攀升的日子裡，他愛她始終如一。那愛，不知比戀愛時扎實了多少倍，是貼心貼肺的呵護。從衣食住行的大事到心情喜好的小事，他面面俱到，從來沒有忽略過。從她坐月子起，每天晚上，都是他給她洗腳，這個習慣一直被他保留了下來。他從來不隱瞞對她的感情，有時同時和朋友開玩笑說：什麼都換了，現在該換老婆了吧。他搖頭，認真的說：這輩子，就是她了。她的幸福，讓所有人無話可說。其實當初她也不確定會擁有這樣的幸福，那時她只是愛這個男子，舍不得離開他。哪怕跟著他吃苦，像她說的，她認了。那天晚上，他又給她洗腳，溫暖在水中，他一如既往，把她的腳握在掌心。她忽然笑著問：怎麼會對我這麼好？這個問題其實已經在她心裡存了很久，她甚至還想問：如何會在就婚後，變了一個人？只是覺得不妥，所以只問了這一句，半開玩笑的口吻。他依舊蹲在她的面前，握著她的腳，抬起頭來，看了她片刻，然後認真的說：因為當初，你拿了自己一生的幸福做賭注，要跟著我，你是這個世界上唯一這樣信任我的人，我怎麼舍得讓你輸。她看見，向來愛說愛笑的他，說完這句話，眼圈紅了。

作為男人，不能讓一個能把自己終身幸福都押在你身上的女人輸，因為你輸不起，愛你的那個女人更輸不起!!

I found this from my facebook's friend note...So i post it up...

10 promise to my dog

This is a really really nice movie !! And i really loving it!! So , i introduce to you all!! Hope u all enjoy the movie!! Go and have a look!! It really touched you!!

Going out~6 sep 2009

2day i'm was going out with my cousin n his family...

Guess where have we go ....

is the strawberry field....yeah ...yeah...

but we can't pick the strawberry yet...coz isn't the season yet...a bit dissapoint...T^T...

but...is was happy too...coz we going to strawberry filed....that always my wish to go there....

u know how much i lik strawberry...but....actually i don't like it...coz i love it...hahahz... ^_____^

We having breakfast at the field...is really ~~~~ delicious~~~yummy yummy~~

But ...sadly is after we having our breakfast is started to rain ....So we all finish our food n going to other place...

We are going to the Cystral cave...

We never go there...so we thinking to go there have a look ....
At 1.30p.m we follow the tour go in to the cave...

when i go in....u know....inside is really ...woh....wah....

it is amazing....this is really thankful to my bro....he bring us to go ...if not...i'll never saw so nice thing ever....thanks u my bro....

This is the trip of today ...

Is the most ownsome trip ...n i love it so so much.... ^^ HaPpY^^

Same

Walao .........

I though what have happen !

I just cum to perth two week !

Mom n sharon have been qurrenl about some thing !

So i call my best friend ,what have happen to sharon n mom ! (best friend is my sis boyfriend)

Actually ,sharon that drive mom go to shop at the mornig,when she U-turn ,she get crash the burble, n mom scold her (actually not really scold her la! ) Just say her like that..bla bla bla...

Every mom the same! haiz~~~ So my sis angry ,reach uncle shop ,she take her P down .

And doesn't want to drive ......

So ...that the story...

Andd because today i call back to mom ,she yelled at me ....hey ! wat the XXX happen ! why she yelled at me .. I just seldom call back ,she must be happy to hear my voice ! Why she yelled at me ! Damn.....I so angry about it .....So i asks and told my best friend , and my aunty hear what i told with my friend..

When i putt down the phone ..

My aunty say: U're also doesn't like ppl to yelled at u ,And why i still yelled the kids ...

Wo....wo....wo....STOP!!

I yelled at those two little monster is because they do some thing wrong !

And why i doesn't like ppl to yelled at me ! Especially my mom !

Because I did't do any thing wrong !

So, Don't yelled at me when i not wrong and when u are bad mode ! ok !

If i do aome thing wrongg u scold me o yelled at me ,is ok.. coz i wrong !

But , don't yelled at me when i not wrong ,ok ? ?

I not a doll ,won't feel any thing ! Hey!!!!!!!!! I'm a human .........

Any one also the same ! Let's me ask u guys a question...

When u oversea study o working ! (Exp)

U call home vry happily ,and sunddenly u ask about ur sis o ur bro ,that day just qurrenl with her ...and she talking as yelled at you! will you be happy ??????

But ,She always my mom ! and I aalways love her!

I just angry! Did't mean i hate her!!!